neglected blog(hehehehehehehe)

looks like i have neglected my blog like for one damm year...hahaha....lazy lah....but one yr whizz pass so fast...so many things happened which i will not elaborate.....hahaha

y i decided to blog again?i also dunnoe......maybe just bored..haha....my life is like going up and downs.....haiz...work is the main factor....am i to blame for my nature of job?every job has its own pros and cons....but mine seems like more cons....most public holidays burn,most weekend burns,certain off days have to work....this are just one of the few cons....but i have got numb of all tis cons,however my love ones are still affected....its not like i wan such things to happen,it is jus my nature of my job.....at times i feel like resiging,but wat can i do if i resign?i only hold a bloody O-level,and i have to pay the consequence for not studying in the past....sometimes i feel hurt,and stress...but no one noes...i noe it affects my love ones wen i can't spend those special weekends and holidays....but wat can i do?its my job.....i can't do much,and to survive in my job is only do the basic....like it or not,it is still my job,and i will make the best out of it if i wana progress further....

ok...enough of all those crap.....i am going bali again...with Nic(actually with another 2 more idiots,but they back out).....bali is a nice place,the last time i went was like july this yr...wahahaha...and the placce is just damm relaxing....imagine,the sun the sand and the sea...plus gd food(cheap)...i enjoyed my last bali trip totally with my little princess...haha...wun elaborate too much of the last trip,cos lazy and too many things...hahaha....one word--SHIOK--
My princess also enjoying life,november she gg Bangkok with her collegue and she is damm excited....its like not the first time she is gg bangkok,but this time it's a different group of people,so will have different excitment...hahaha.....am looking forward to next yr taiwan trip with princess and my 2 bros wif their gf.....me and princess will be their tourguide as we went there before...i think must charge them for being their tourguide...hahaha

ok....gota end here...cos gota prepare for the stupid duty...haiz(sorry baby)....will try my best to update frequently this blog of mine....hopefully not another yr...wahahahaha...oke ciao

finally

hey hey....finally decided to blog after like how many months....just too lazy to blog lah..wahaha...hmmm...shall start wif the taiwan trip...really dunnoe how to start bout the taiwan trip...only that it was fun,tiring,HOT...the whole 7 days was like burning as the temperature there was like 36 degrees in the moring and 32 degrees at night....but now i noe why so many of my friends told me that 7 days is not enough at taipei itself,cos everyday seems to whizz by so fast...and there so many places to go,eat,shop and see....there are really still many places me and baby has yet to conquer....the thing that i really like most is the oceanpark at Hualian,cos the view of facing the Pacific Ocean is breathtaking....frankly speaking,thats the first time in my whole life i see an ocean rite in front me....one thing i realised that at taiwan there are many stuff toy machine..haha...but i like most is the airgun game at their version of our pasar malam...haha...there are really too much to say bout taiwan that i dun think i have the ability to type it all out...shall leave all the vivid fun memories encraved into my memory cells....just one thing,whoever is planning to go taiwan,u really have to plan where u wana go,cos there are really too much thing to do,and u will nvr regret visiting taiwan...hmm...next yr where shall me and my princess tour???was thinking of hongkong...but i am saving up for...ahem....marrige...so have to really plan my finance....

so after the taiwan trip,was back to work for me,and it was hell week...cos it was NDP...though i am proud to be a Singaporean and its my own country birthday,but everyyear i dun really enjoy it cos I HAVE TO DO NDP DEPLOYMENT.....hahaha...this yrs NDP was at Marina Bayfront,first time in all my life as a PO,actually the deployment was smooth,but half my face was tanned,cos half the the time half my face was facing the sun....but glad that it is over

me and baby had our own personnal chalet,but in between the chalet i had to like go back for in service,so it was quite a turnoff...but thou it was still quite fun and me and my baby cooked the first nite and had a mini BBQ the second....but two nites in a row,we went prawning wif chris,and he has really got himself hook into prawning,,,we are planning a prawning cum BBQ on the 17/09...oh...so looking forward....

my baby has passed her exams,am so happy for her....when she told me her result is coming out,i was like damm gan jiong for her loh...but when she told me she had met her target,i ws like happy and damm relife for her loh....Looks like its time for her to meet the outside world,and that is one very big obstacle for both she and me...

Well,to end off in one note,relationship is vulnaerable,it comes and go very easily...but to maintain one,its not as easy as ABC....personally i feel that in a realtionship,there shd be give and take....if not,one day either party will be bound to feel unappreciated and a beautyfull relationship will just turn disaster and the love will vanish into thin air...have witness a few recently....its sad to see a relationship end,but sumtimes its better for both if there is no progress....learn to give and take...i do admit,me and baby have our own squabbles,but hey,if there is no argument or quarrel,there is something wrong,cos thru this little squabbles,we will learn what went wrong and also noe more bout each other...but ultimately,both parties do have to give and take(hint hint to baby...hehehe)....I love you my princess,and i do plan to spend the rest of my life wif u...(hehehe)

okie thats all for today...dun noe when i will blog again....but will try to do it often...hehehe....goodbye....

trip number two for 2007

finally....the air ticket has been book for taiwan trip....and me and baby will be flying SQ....yippeeee.....finally a gd and comfy flight.....oh....i so looking forward to the trip and spending some time with my princess....actually is plan to go thailand with chrix and company,but my princess wanted to make it a graduation trip,so had to change of plan...i feel so bad putting them aeroplane...hehe...but she is my princess,so wat to do...sorry guys...me and dear going for 7 days 6 nights...sounds long...bu a taiwan trip its actually not enough as there are many places to go look look see see,play and of cos shop(she is damm looking forward to this part...)but wat to do...i made many enquries from friends and they all say must plan our itenary properly and not wate time...so we r flying at 835am(straight after mambo...hehe),and coming back from taiwan at 1410hrs....shall leave the rest of the exciting moments when i cum back from taiwan...hehe.......i dun noe wats happening to me...i think i m crazy in getting a car....have been lookin into classified ads...and damm tempted to buy the Suzuki Swift....but there are many factors stopping me, like being unable to save up for future and of cos my current black beauty...its not that i dun like to ride anymore....but its jus maybe the convienence of going to places not being afraid of rain,being able to buy many things.....but riding will forever stay in my blood....if i got the money.i will confirm buy a car and keep my black beauty(but that will only happen if i strike toto...sad....)............

well,thats about all.....going to pian pian liao...hahaha(i sound like dear dear,damm)....oh yar...i also damm looking for ward to our personal chalet after taiwan trip...hehe....

Love is a complicated issue

I think i will be going back on my words on blogging wat has happened recently...but after the past episode....i have learn a very good lesson.....u can love someone for all ur heart and soul and even provide ur best....ultimately.the importance of u in her heart is something u can never change,,,i would like to thank all my friends and khakis for their advises and support....thou u guys might think that my decision is silly....it is what i chose,and i wun regret it,becos love is such a complicated matter that, wen u really love that someone,no matter how heart broken u r,u still love the person...everynite i have been thinking hard on this episode,sadness just keep growing in me,however the love is still stronger,,,,in conclusion,if she is still not willing to treasure me,ultimately i dun lose out,but its her.....cos i noe i have given my very best to her....Dear Dear,i am willing to tide the wave wif u,but can u do it?thats another question...i am not doubting u,but just a thought....watever it is...i still love u baby.....I am also looking to go to the taiwan trip wif u...hope this trip will help us bond stronger.....

newbie

hehehe....i have just started to blog...wheee.......i have just realised that blogging is a very good way to let got of ur fautration,sadness and happiness when u have to one to approach to....many things had happened for the past one week or so...how shd i elaborate i m also not sure.....maybe in my future post....onli one thing that i have learnt is that when u love someone,no matter how hurt u have been,ur love for the person is always there,ultimately the fate between u and ur love lies in ur decision....people might say i am fool for my decision,but i dun care what people think,as i made the decision,and i wun regret,becos love is blind...whatever it is...i still love u baby....shall end now...will try to blog more often